Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Maybes. There are just too many maybes in the world.
Maybe if we had just paid a little respect to the teachers, we could have not gotten scolded.
Maybe if we had just wanted to learn, we could have gotten high marks.
Maybe if we had just kept our mouth shut, the situation would not have been so bad.
Maybe if we are really parting, then we'll know what exactly is a class.
Maybe if we just stop disturbing our classes, we can learn the needed.
Maybe if we can just keep some people shut, we can learn.
Maybe we should have kept quiet
Maybe,
Just
maybes...
There are just way too many maybes in the world.
Maybe none of you all cared about the squad.
Maybe you all just take it all as a joke.
Maybe you shouldn't even be in this cca.
Maybe if I hadn't push you all too far, you all could have joined comp.
Maybe I had been a bad squadmate to you all.
Maybe I should just forget all about you all and adopt a I-don't-care-even-if-you-die attitude
Maybe I have been treating you all badly.
Maybe this cca is nothing but a time to spend your time.
Maybe,
Just
maybes.
I'm really sick and tired of everything. Every day, it's the same.
Go to school.
Scolded nearly every lesson.
Go home.
No one cares and just continue their lives.
Sleep.
Next morning the routine continues...
I'm really tired, physically, mentally and psychologically.
Can't you all just behave like what a class/squad have to behave?
Where's the class spirit that you all claim to possess?
Where's the bond that our squad is supposed to have?
I find it a joke that you guys aren't even together, always breaking off in cliques. I'm sick of this situation always occurring in our class. Why can't you all just LISTEN DURING CLASSES(especially lab lessons, I suck the most during those times) and just keep your blardy mouth shut? Why can't you all just behave? Why? WHY?
Seriously, I'm
disappointed in you all, class and squad.
Nobody cares about anyone in the squad. In the class, its always cliques.
I'm just too tired, physically, mentally and psychologically....
Enough is enough, stop bugging me you fools.
i yawned @ 8:52 AM;
