Saturday, April 7, 2007
oh shit shit. I just freaking realised nat comp's coming soon.
SHIT ITS ALL COMING BACK TO ME! Those few months struggling to learn all I can! OH NO IT IS COMING BACK! The troubles that plagued me throughout the competition. NOOOOoooooo... Can anyone save me? Can someone just stretch out a helping hand to bring me out of this neverending hell? Can someone just freaking motivate me again?
ARGH! I'm now seriously stressed. DAMN! Why has nat comp gotta come so fast? I have yet to enjoy my hardearned freedom to the fullest! SHIT! Please, for once, can't you all just freaking join the comp without me over there just asking you? Can't you all understand the plight I am in? Despite what officers said, I'm sure in their minds, they wished we get a super high position in the national level. Can't you all just understand the stress? Please I JUST NEED YOU TO JOIN! What's so freaking hard about that? I'm about to be crazy again! PLEASE CAN'T YOU ALL JUST UNDERSTAND THIS AND JOIN FOR ONCE? Just this ONCE! ONCE IS ALL I NEED YOU ALL TO DO! Can you all just freaking join? Can you just understand my plea for you? I'm crying out loud for all the help that you all can provide. I'm seriously breaking down... Somebody save me.
i yawned @ 8:06 AM;